Alone I stand
in a field of blue
A nightmarish scene
with a grave or two
There is no one left
to speak with me
No one left
in this fantasy
I am alone
in the truest sense
For all those I loved
have met with their death
There's blood on my hands,
blood in my hair
Blood on my face
form those who once cared
For I killed them all
my whole family
I killed them all
and now there's just me.
Water.
Salt in the air
Waves crashing on the rocks.
Two figures walk alone
Hand in hand
Oblivious to all but themselves.
Happy to be together,
They pause to stare into
Each others' eyes.
Their fatal mistake,
A person hiding behind the rocks,
Crazy, carrying a gun.
On shot, a crack like a whip.
She falls into his arms, dead.
The night settles onto his world.
Indescribable loss, intense pain,
And once more, he finds
That, in all the world
He is
Alone.
darkness like a cloak
covers me,
forms a veil between
my eyes and the world.
as i grope blindly through my life,
the evil surrounding me
finally convinces me
that my life
is no longer
mine to control.
Scream.
Scream louder.
Scream louder still.
Rage till you have no voice.
Run.
Run faster.
Run faster still,
Knowing you have no choice.
Pain.
There's pain.
Unbelievable pain.
From all around, inside and out.
Fall.
Fall slowly.
Fall slower still,
Sliding across the ground.
Stop.
Stop now.
Stop forever now.
Feel nothing as darkness surrounds.
Darkness resides inside my soul
A twisted tormented thing
That hates too easily
And hurts for fun
Pain inside and out
Reality seems far away
I lose myself
Or have I ever been found?
Self-pity and self-hatred
Cycle back and forth
Ever downward
Towards the dark
Splintered and shattered
My mind lies broken
Among the wreckage
Of my soul