left alone
always alone
no matter what they say
they always betray
not one is sincere
and it seems quite clear
that alone i'll stay
'till my dying day.
Drip, drop.
Tears fall from my chin.
Drip, drop.
Burned once again.
Drip, drop.
My pain seems eternal.
Drip, drop.
A blazing inferno.
Drip, drop.
My heart's made of lead.
Drip, drop.
I wish I were dead.
Excuses and lies
To hide what's inside
a hollow empty hull
Aching to belong
Wondering what's wrong
reasons echo through my skull
I hide how I feel
I pretend it's not real
saying I just don't care
But, I know it's not true
It hurts, what they do
but who ever said life was fair?
Terror, blind panic
I run through the night
Running from things
Just out of my sight.
I know that They're watching
I can feel Their eyes
Following my every move
Like many hidden spies
I know why They watch me
The reason for my terror
A warning that He's near
A face from nightmares
For one such as I
And our numbers are few
He watches very carefully
The things that I do
Hoping to trick me
Into gaming for my soul
Something which I fear
He may already hold
So I run when I feel
His presence is near
Automatic reaction
To my uncontrollable fear
And fear Him you should
For He rules the night
The Prince of Darkness
His title by right.
And I must face Him one day
I know that much for fact
And the outcome of this
Even he knows not, yet.